Clutter In My Head

I am not the usual stingy grinch this Christmas. I am such in a giving mood. I am not content in giving generic gifts to those few I’ve remebered to be on my list. I spent 3 weekends shopping all out to give people what they actually want & have asked for. Yoga mat, book, planner, bag, knee support, wallet. It is costing me a lot, but I don’t seem to mind. Then realized why I was doing this.

Subconsciously, I want the universe do the same for me… To pls. let me have that one thing I’ve been praying & asking for. That one thing I want. I can buy or work for everything else on my own, except that one thing that requires universal conspiracy…

Hello, universe, pls let me have it back.

#drama